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the simulation and what resists it

the line between what's real and what isn't has not just blurred. from this side of it, it has already been crossed. the media you are looking at right now might be ai-generated. the messages you reply to might be too. the photos, the voices, the songs, the conversations — any of it could be synthetic. and there is no infallible test you can run from inside your own perception to distinguish the synthetic from the unmediated.

nick bostrom argues it is mathematically probable that the entire substrate of your experience is a simulation run by a post-human civilization. the point is not whether he is right. the point is that nothing in your daily experience could prove him wrong. the image on your retina is reconstructed. the world outside your skull is, in the neuroscientist anil seth's phrase, a controlled hallucination. the self is a model your brain is building of itself in real time, and updating constantly to keep the model coherent.

once you accept that everything visible can be simulated, only one question is left: what cannot? this project is built around a single answer. emotions are all that's left as real.

not because emotions are metaphysically special. because they are the only thing in this whole picture that you cannot be wrong about while you are having them. you can be wrong about what triggered the feeling. you can be wrong about what to do with it. you can be wrong about whether the song that made you cry was made by a person or by software. but you cannot be wrong about having cried.

the whole record is the hypothesis. your response is the data.

once everything visible can be simulated, only one question is left: what cannot?

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